Wishes for an Ex

Hope you meet a dark soul
And fall in love with them
Wish he breaks your heart
And calls you a bitch and f*d names
That this cold world can pour
May his lips find not sweet names
May his tongue not utter "darling"
Wish he melts your cheap ego
Into a river of teary anguish
Hope you spend sleepless nights
Wishing you could have me nigh
Hope your eyes red like crimson
Wishing you shouldn't have left
May he forget the anniversaries
And call you a fat good for nothing cow
May death be your appetite
And desperation your only escape
Wish you wish a hug from a nobody
To wash away some pain
Only to taste another player
Who breaks what's left of that beneath your chest
May all the men who date you
Serve you love in bitter portions
That way
Only that way
Will you know what I feel.