ODE

When hands stain with dirt
Can water truly wash them clean
Or where shall soap foam form?
Well I woke up to a man half dead
Held at the mercy of a wilting semi
Wounds of self-inflicted demise fresh
Spears and knives deep 'neath the flesh
You took a war and said "I'm ready"
Now that you made shall you lie in that bed
In the righteous and the wrong you had it
Amid the flowing pool of confusion
Bearing no secrets within
My heart is ripped in delusion
Then till now shall I suffer
Will peace ever know my name evermore
Yea, I'd give up life to have you again
Tear heavens to get your soul back
Tonight I will miss you and forever knows that
Tonight I call for forgiveness will you cry with me
This once,cry with me
Not my slip leave me alone
Worthless I am without you here
There's nothing left to embrace
Am here left for the dead.