Friday, October 09, 2015

FROM A FOETUS TO ITS MUM


Why me!Why me!
I saw you drunk of regret
The sweetness of the fruit
Between your thighs has become
The bitterness of your bulging stomach
Thoughts you never harbored
When you were on the receiving end
How dramatic!!?
Moans of pleasure have evolved
Into sobs of resentment
Faced by the pressure
Of terminating this pregnancy
Why me?Why me?
I do share in your tears mommy
Knowing I'll never share the joy
Of tangling my little hands to yours
I won't play with toys
A stolen treasure for sure
I won't chuckle, Ta! Ta! Ta!
Hoping my words you understand,mum
Do I have to miss the warmth
And security of your cuddles?
I...I,can't believe...I fail to believe that
You won't delight at the beauty
Of my smile as I wipe dry
Those congratulatory tears,
When I'm honoured with the Masters Degree
Your snaps I won't hear,
At the sound of my poetry...
Why me?Why......

I know that I is a mistake
But two wrongs don't make it right
Look at the end of the tunnel
Open your heart to the light
Beyond this darkness
Make my future bright
Please mommy...Pleaseee..don't give me to Hades
But,
If you must kill me
Better use my former support
To make it a suicide
Lemme breath my first
And strangle me with the umbilical cord
All in all,
In the words of Ellis Paul
"Freedom can numb you
When there's no place to run to"
Because I 'll always haunt you
In your sleep each night
And daddy too
In every boner,orgasm and condom burst
For I am the child
That he never had
I am the kid
Who your guilt will feed
The one,who never rested in peace.

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