A BROKEN MAN

Running out of words
Like no bullets,an empty gun
Standing tall on my knees
Seeking help for my needs
My fears are typed in tears
My strength fades into silent prayers
Who's the cure for the dumb
Where's the lamb of the damned
The blood to clean dirty hands
The one to make new this broken man

FROM THE DIARY OF THE FOUND SHEEP #2

FAILURE!AGAIN!

Another one clinging on a broken branch

A lost soul sinking in the deep

Crocodiles are celebrating their meal

Foes are reaping their evil deeds

Bees are out of nectar

Broken promises are my new shelter

Sank in regret of another failure

My rock is weathered to sand

Where's the foundation of diamond

For i have been swept away by sin

Again;betrayed the blood of the Son

God here I am,done

Worn of the emptiness of this man

I don't know what to ask

May your will be done.

IN LOVE WITH A PROSTITUTE

I'm in love with a prostitute
The pot that feeds many
The young and the old
The starving and the glutton
A well that quenches all
I'm in love with this harlot

I'm in love with a lost soul
The lady that failed her papers
And society termed her trash
A dunderhead wasting its resources
Now she's giving back
She's donating her nectar
For only a small fee

I'm in love with someone's daughter
Wonder how it feels to be her father
How the dreams when she a kid
Fragment into tears in his heart
But I will calm him with dowry
Hope it mends those broken parts
'Cause I'm in love with his leaking calabash

I'm in love with this prostitute
That night she fed me charms
The sweetness of her divine body
'Tween the sheets my heart was stolen
By her amorous whispers and twerks
I swear!!I will make her my own
Surely!I will marry this prostitute.

LETTING GO

With no tail to hide between my legs
My disgrace lives under the sand
The scattered rocks of sadness
My shame is more of a night
This life devoid of light
Lost is knocking aloud
The sun is fading fast
Shadows bury in darkness
My breathe all but gone
These tears my appetite
My strength grown petite
Am letting go, Am quitting now
Am letting go, Am letting God

THAT NIGHT 3

like an arrow piercing a broken
heart
bleeding residual pain
a cloud of guilt engulfed of
darkness
and poured on her face
that night
she felt like Facebook cause
only walls knew her tension
strange noises got her attention
tears spoke beyond emotions
that night
as crime nibbled her soul
i stared with bloodshot eyes
of wonder, of such madness
of what her heart fed
half-smile, half-devil
dense of the mess
her broken humanity
untold pain, she cried
i had to do it
i had to let him go
i ended the pregnancy

MEDIOCRE god

Whats that god you serve
You
Who trend hashtags about rogue pastors
But silent on the plight of 'street' kids
Distant walks to avoid their stinky souls
Aha!you!
Whats that you serve

Who's that busy writing your name
In his book of lived
You,
Instead of,in pertinent knees sink
Are busy praying for a caring hubby
After last night in sheets with baba stacy
Don't you see its all vanity

Oh!
Who's that you pray to
You!
At the speed of light stones pelt
With hands ready to undress
Her mini;
Envious of a friend's merit
Dodging his faults behind his back

You,grumpy woman
Fighting everyone at work
To quench your demons,your wiles
You,perfect man
With the magic to see another's speck
Right past your ocludded retina

Hey yo!
Whats that you worship
That ain't bothered with some sins
But enjoys to incinerate his creation
Who's that you revere
Comfortable with burst condoms
But bewitched by "illegal" abortions
Who's content with a day of glorification
Or is it listening to your whining
Who is this bogus diety
Where's your mediocre god?

THE UNIQUENESS OF TRUE LOVE

What else can melt the heart
If its not true love
Other loves flow through it
And are pumped around the body

Some love go to the head
Building castles of infatuation
Romancing the fake fantasies
Wrecking peace,joy of the tenant

Some fill the mouth
The sweet whispers of eros
Sooner swept by the wind
Its love on the air
Strong when we together
Dead,when distance puts us asunder

Other to the limbs flows
Creating bad blood after the blows
Once best friends,now worst foes
Calling for sacrifice for your boo
Like spending on her,sleeping without food
Ask my shoe,ask my shoe...

Some goes to the Ps and Vs
Sparking a sexual bonfire
Orgasms,new paradise,take you higher
Every Sunrise,erections are your directions
Those one night stands,you call that affection?

But the magic of true love
Bonds hearts and dreams
None matters,but the one belief
That time,and rough hills
Life and beyond it
Together we will swing
And fly past eternity
We,angels with crystal wings
For there's none immortal
Than two souls;in true love

THE BLOOD OF JESUS

Why would sin swim
If drowning breathes more life
What need would guilt float
If immersed in the blood of Jesus

WHEN A MAN LOVES A WOMAN

When a man loves a woman
He rather anguish in hunger
With thoughts of her, than treasures
In a palace of but her memories
For love is as strong as death
Dearer than diamond dreams

When a man loves a woman
Moons may collide to ashes
The beauty of twined souls
Than be an amazing eclipse
Stolen breathes are boring
Losing sane is the new fun

When a man loves a woman
Everything revolves around her
Like planets,like a million galaxies
The world becomes a star
Each creature craving for light
A gravity to worship,for life

When a man loves a woman
There's none more comforting
Than to walk on flaming coals
Shirtless in a rainy snow
Sole-less shoes,taking lashes
All for her,his love for her

When a man loves a woman
Butterflies will float higher
From the stomach to the heart
Colorful petals grow bigger
A rainbow of flurry demons
Two ghosts meant for each other

When a man loves a woman
I know of one
Who gave his kidney to save
She died anyway
Like sweating suns in a desert
Drilling boreholes in the ocean
It felt
But his smile,his joy
Love ain't 'bout gaining
Just doing right even if
It hurts still okay
'Cause when a man loves
There's none better than his heart's soap

INHUMANE

Why would a brother
Lust for his brother's wife
Why would a friend
Once ready to take bullets
For you,now stabbing your back
Someone help me understand
Why?

How can a sister fight a sister
For a dark tall handsome
A man devoid of principles
What peace is found in the wind
What longevity in a pouring cloud
What true based on looks
Don't hyenas conflict for carcass

What worth is it
For a mum to kill her own
Unborn;stumped fate,stolen future
Are such people humans
Or bloodthirst skeletons
Take my peace away
Make me think like 'em.

FROM A FOETUS TO ITS MUM

Why me!Why me!

I saw you drunk of regret

The sweetness of the fruit

Between your thighs has become

The bitterness of your bulging stomach

Thoughts you never harbored

When you were on the receiving end

How dramatic!!?

Moans of pleasure have evolved

Into sobs of resentment

Faced by the pressure

Of terminating this pregnancy

Why me?Why me?

I do share in your tears mommy

Knowing I'll never share the joy

Of tangling my little hands to yours

I won't play with toys

A stolen treasure for sure

I won't chuckle, Ta! Ta! Ta!

Hoping my words you understand,mum

Do I have to miss the warmth

And security of your cuddles?

I...I,can't believe...I fail to believe that

You won't delight at the beauty

Of my smile as I wipe dry

Those congratulatory tears,

When I'm honoured with the Masters Degree

Your snaps I won't hear,

At the sound of my poetry...

Why me?Why......

I know that I is a mistake

But two wrongs don't make it right

Look at the end of the tunnel

Open your heart to the light

Beyond this darkness

Make my future bright

Please mommy...Pleaseee..don't give me to Hades

But,

If you must kill me

Better use my former support

To make it a suicide

Lemme breath my first

And strangle me with the umbilical cord

All in all,

In the words of Ellis Paul

"Freedom can numb you

When there's no place to run to"

Because I 'll always haunt you

In your sleep each night

And daddy too

In every boner,orgasm and condom burst

For I am the child

That he never had

I am the kid

Who your guilt will feed

The one,who never rested in peace.

TO MY DEADBEAT DAD

What changed?
That which was once unworthy
Is of life price to you
Oh! deadbeat dad
What changed?
I,
The mistake of your burst condom
I,
The trap that mum used
To get you marry her
But failed,Dad!
Didn't those words ooze your mouth
Did they?
That day
How I wish I could forget
That day
In the chilly winds with fingers
Little,wiped mommy's face
That wetness;that pool of innocence
That ocean,of regrets and broken love
You tell me
How do I forget that?
Those jabs on her mellow face
Those insults like fatal bullets
Missiles that blew her heart
Off love shut amorous doors
All that!in one day?
I remember none?
In one day,you did all that?
How brave was of you

Daddy!
Did the beauty of the moon
Ignite your despise for the sun
Did the magnificence of the flame
Steal your reverence for the fuel
Did your appetite for promiscuity
Eat your love for your precious daughter
Did it?
Here you are
With tears made of silver
Weeping for a heart of gold
So you think your arrow words
Can pierce this heart of rock
Like seriously
Dry your cheeks and get your demons
Dark angels too to calm the regrets
For I no longer know you
Am not your daughter anymore.