IF YOU LEAVE ME

if you go away
whose smile will fill the vacuum(it enlighten my mornings)
whose voice shall rule my instincts(your sweet melodies)
how will i breathe(u are my air)
how shall i eat(u r the appetite of my life)

The fabric of my existence
the shade of the jacaranda tree
will miss our company
the chirping of the birds
will miss our attention

The light of my world
Darkness will abound me
Loneliness will feast my hopeless soul
I will be the lost guy
A madman in the streets
If you go away

I will have lost my life
Whenever you go away
I will be thirsty
Than the baobab tree in kwa vonza
I will chase you everywhere
you will be my mosted wanted

UNRECIPROCATED

your voice reckons
the desperation of my ignorance
how you die i
would just whisper
a letter in your ear
to set free the  infatuation

i have read your texts
yet my young heart
still needs to explore
a world beyond you
it cries for the unknown

it hurts
that someone blind
to your endless love
is feeding his curiosity
loving uncaring hearts
as your selfless heart
bleeds in despair

waste not your tears
crying for me
if you believe in afterlife
know am waiting
with a thirst of love
your face to see

REBORN

That smile
a curve of elegance
a solace for my teared heart
a mother of  my hope
a refuge for my damned dreams


That blink
of the hazel eyes
with a luminance of the sun
brightens my life
am back to the light
after a darkness of despair

That sigh
breathing out the load inside
I know it,in my mind
with the Lord,by my side
away from this dark,am gonna shine.

IF I DIE TODAY

If I die today
don't be overridden by sadness
sing songs of joy
for you will celebrate a life well lived
not a soul wasted to hell.

If I die today
kiss Wangui on her forehead
tell her her love was all I wished
its all I ever for lived
Hug my mom
dry her tears
an angel who gave me strength
in happiness n distress
a blessing to God I 'll forever appreciate.

If I die today
tell dad to stop himself sobbing
I salute him for the struggles,
sacrifices he made to see
me being who
I was.
say hi to my grieving brothers
I loved them so much
a bond no one can cut.
advice my sisters to live a fact
when they will grow up
let them not be exterminated by flames of love.

If I die today
many will claim how me they cherished
even those who swore as enemies
don't judge  their words
let them their actions live,
after all my trademark was to forgive.

If I die today
greet all dear friends
those moments I 'll miss
the laughs we shared
the tears of care.

If I die today
remember the 'investors' language
how together we created
some stunning mentalities
remember the silly arguments
that matured our brains.

If I die today
look on the skies
smile,pray,thank the Most high
for I will peacefully rest
as I watch your dreams
come to age
I will be a saint
You I will protect.

If I die today
two days are enough
for memories to vanish
so let me live in your hearts
but if today doesn't come
treat me,like you would my corpse.